Waiting For Your Voice
I'm afraid to be too far from the phone. I don't want to miss a call from you. I'm afraid to be too far from the computer, in case you come on to talk to me. I know I have to be stronger and go out and do things but I'm not ready yet. Not when you're still so close. It will be even harder when you are gone. Those rare occasions when you are able to call - what if I'm not there? What if I can't answer because I am at work or school? Your voice is the sweetest thing I have ever heard. I took it for granted before, and now it has become a delicacy. I want to be able to hear your voice every moment of every day. Do I sound obsessive? I think I sound obsessive. I just love you so much. More than anything else in the entire world. More than pwnies. More than candies.
Remember that little drawing you sent to me? I loved it then and now I love
it even more. I can't wait until I can see you again. What I mean is, I -will- wait. I will wait for you. But I am so excited for the day that I can hold you in my arms after being apart for so long.
I love you too, sweetheart.
it even more. I can't wait until I can see you again. What I mean is, I -will- wait. I will wait for you. But I am so excited for the day that I can hold you in my arms after being apart for so long.
I find what you say to be very moving and quite touching. Myself and my significant other have been discussing our plans for the future, and the topic of the US military did come up.
ReplyDeleteAs much as I might be against the idea, for reasons similar to your own, I also respect his opinion on the matter and cannot help but feel a sense of peace over his decisions. I know that if he does go through with it and join, I will be much in the same place as you, and I am glad for the opportunity to know someone who is going through the same thing.
XOXO
JEN