Gone For a While

Andrew left early this morning for Kuwait. I'm not quite sure when's the next time I will get to talk to him. I pray that is soon. I miss him so much and each second is miserable and aching without him. This is the hardest thing that I've ever had to do in my life. He is the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me and I am so blessed that he is here. Without him my life would not be worth living. He is my everything and my world. I cannot wait for him to come home so that we can spend the rest of our lives showing each other how much we love one another. I can't wait for us to start a family together. Life is so dim without him. I am lost without him. I need him so much and he knows it and he has promised that he will come home to me. I just pray that this time goes by as quickly as possible. I just have to keep reminding myself that I waited a few months to see him on this pass and it went by fast - though at times it seemed like it wasn't. In another few months I'll be able to see him on his leave and a few months after that he'll be coming home. It's all going to be okay but I wish that he was home now. I don't want to cry and be sad anymore. I just want him here with me.