Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
An Old Diary Entry
March 20th, 2009
We are in the process of moving everything out of our Portland apartment. It is a hard endeavor for me. Everything that I see, I want to keep. Anything that belong to Andy, I feel the compulsion to take it home with me; boxers, longsleeved shirts, undershirts, jeans. All of this, which I don't really have a use for. I guess it is simply my desire to feel like Andy will be home any moment, that he won't be gone for a whole year or more, or perhaps I want to feel like he just hasn't left. I need these items close to me. It's a powerful feeling. The touch of his shirts, the feel of each fiber against my face, the smell of his cologne. All of it is the essence of him, and I know how much I need these things in order to keep myself from sinking into depression.
We are in the process of moving everything out of our Portland apartment. It is a hard endeavor for me. Everything that I see, I want to keep. Anything that belong to Andy, I feel the compulsion to take it home with me; boxers, longsleeved shirts, undershirts, jeans. All of this, which I don't really have a use for. I guess it is simply my desire to feel like Andy will be home any moment, that he won't be gone for a whole year or more, or perhaps I want to feel like he just hasn't left. I need these items close to me. It's a powerful feeling. The touch of his shirts, the feel of each fiber against my face, the smell of his cologne. All of it is the essence of him, and I know how much I need these things in order to keep myself from sinking into depression.
Excursion
Okay. I am freaking excited beyond belief because from the 2nd until the 7th of July I will not be in New York. Where will I be, you ask? I will be in Savannah, Georgia (one of the most haunted cities in the US)! I will be having a blast in the Historic District while staying at the hotel Avia. For those of you who have not heard of the Avia, see here: Avia Savannah. Not only that, Savannah is awfully close to the coast! Any of you who know me, know how much I love the ocean. I am hoping-hoping-hoping I get to play in it. If not, no big loss. I'll be with the love of my life. This will quite literally be the trip of a lifetime. I cannot wait.
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